This morning my corgi Lucy did something different. She came upstairs while I was still sleeping and BARKED. I got up…and noticed Mochi was still under the bed. She usually sleeps on the bed with Lucy. It’s the sweetest thing actually to see a dog and a cat sleep together.
Mochi is my 15 year old mainecoon. She has seen me go through graduate school, a marriage, a divorce. She’s seen me go through many a trial and tribulation. I have cried so many times on her. She’s seen me learn Reiki. She has seen me grow and evolve.
This morning after Lucy alerted me, I crawled under the bed to see what was going on with Mochi. I then heard this terrible noise. She was gasping for air. I totally freaked out. I started to Reiki her when I realized she was dying. She had not even been sick! I told how much I loved her, cried, and thanked her for being a part of my life. I told her it was okay to go. I ran to get her some water and texted my husband, Candy and tried to reach Bridget. Candy was coming down to Reiki her with me. Bridget called and she said she’d talk to Mochi. The first time around Mochi would not talk she was in pain. I did not want to take Mochi to the Vet because I did not want her to be traumatized. I wanted her to go in peace. Candy told me I should take her to the Vet. Then Bridget did too. I got the cat carrier and ran upstairs with Candy, Sammy Diva and Lucy came too.
The Bay Cities Vet was awesome. They took her into triage immediately. The Vet came out and said that she could barely hear Mochi’s heart and there was probably a mass over it. Then the dreaded question. I already knew the answer. In tears I said yes, it was time for her to go. I tell all of my clients to do right by their pet. It was my turn to return the favor to Mochi. The Vet stepped out. Candy and I started to Reiki Mochi. Mochi was no longer panting or even crying. She was incredibly still. Candy took her in her arms and held her. She told me Mochi is expressing all this gratitude to you Ming, for doing this for her. As Candy told me this, Mochi literally turned and looked at me (the pic you see) I cried and cried while holding her ears in my hands because they were so cold.
My husband sent a text of a message to Mochi. Mark is the only man that Mochi ever loved. Mark said his good bye and I sent a picture to him.
I was able to say everything I wanted. For that I am grateful. The Vet came back and administered the medication. As Mochi left her body it was an incredible moment, the soul of Mochi left the 7lb shell. She was gone.
Bridget told me she saw Mochi scale a cliff to a temple just for cats. She was so light in spirit. She told her “cat energy is real” as she was leaving. The only wish I had was for Mochi to not be in pain.
The grief is definitely in waves. It comes and it goes. I miss her terribly. I miss seeing her bowl. I miss her loud mouth. I asked her to come visit me in my dreams.
We had a Reiki session later that day. It was incredible. It was like Noah’s ark coming to me. It was so beautiful. I even saw a rat that I had given Reiki to that had crossed over. They were ALL coming to me. I then saw Mochi. She didn’t stay long but she was there. Then she was gone.
I know Mochi taught me a lot in life. She may teach me more in her passing. Mochi, I’ll never forget you. I love you.
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Tiffany Hammer Manson Oh Ming! I am so so sorry for your loss. I am sending Reiki to you in hopes that your sadness will ease. I’m so happy that Mochi had a peaceful and loving transition. You are a wonderful pet parent for giving her that peaceful passing. Love and light to you.
Kelley Hackney awwwww sooo sorry to hear it.
Reiki Fur Babies Thanks Tiffany, appreciate that. I’m emailing you back now 🙂
Barbara Thompson *hugs*
Diana Carver Blessings to you Ming. The grief does come in waves, and so does the love. I’m so glad you had such a loving life with Mochi. Be gentle with yourself.
Reiki Fur Babies Thank you Kelley and Barbara.
Thank you Diana. Yes. Her energy is very strong. I do miss touching her. That’s the hard part. I will write about her more, I will learn more from her even now.
Carolyn Arnold {{{hugs}}} it’s so good what you were able to do for her, and also tha you can still see/sense her when you give Reiki x
Alanna Arthur I just read this beautiful tribute and couldn’t help crying. Even though she is not here in physical form, I feel very strongly that she will be around you A LOT in spirit form. Continuing to send you all lots of love and light.
Nancy Barry-Jansson My heart goes out to you, Ming. Allowing a pet to move on is not easy, but you absolutely did the right thing by putting her best interest before your comfort. May you continue to cherish beautiful Mochi in Spirit as in physical. =^..^=
Reiki Fur Babies Thank you Carolyn, I even see her when I’m not giving Reiki. 🙂 She comes in meditation as well.
Thanks Alanna. Thanks for reading it! She is very much with me. I see her all the time. Thanks for your love and light too.
Thank you Nancy, that is what my husband and I have been talking about. It was time I put my own words that I tell my clients for my own pets. Though so very painful. Candy was telling me what Mochi was saying and that very moment Mochi turned to me and Candy took that picture. I am glad that I was able to give Mochi the last gift of love.
Ming,
What a beautiful and moving tribute to Mochi and your’s, Mark’s, Lucy’s and SD’s relationship with her. Thank you for sharing this.
The grief does come in waves, doesn’t it? So does the comfort.
We are thinking of you, sending you hugs &
Harmony,
Janet, Shiloh,
Emmie, Max, Billy, Raven Mitzie
Thanks Janet, truly appreciated. I know you know all too well how this feels.
Dearest Ming, thank you so much for sharing your and Mochi’s story with us all. She truly sounds like she is a amazing spirit. Whether it is a quick or long transitioning we miss them just as much.
Mochi is blessed to have been a part of your life
and You are blessed to have had and will continue to have Mochi in your life.
THAT is what it is all about.
Much love & Blessings
Coryelle & Sammy Cat
Thank you Coryelle for your support always! Its so much appreciated!
Ming, that was an absolutely beautiful tribute to your sweet Mochi. I’m sorry that she won’t be with you in the physical anymore, but you know she’ll always be with you in spirit. I’m sending you big hugs and lots of love.
Thank you Becca! So much appreciated!
Dear Ming,
I am so sorry for your loss. I know how much it hurts. But you know that our loved ones never really leave us. They are just in a different form. Mochi’s love will be with you always and those of us who have grown to care for you will see you through. Sending big ((((hugs))))) to you. Wish I could make it better.
Much love,
Caren
Thank you Caren. Very much appreciated!
Ming,Mark,
Sorry for your loss,thank you for sharing me this,i understand how much it hurts,i lost 2 beloved cats before … you two re one of those wonderful pet parents,i’m so sure that Mochi was grateful and very happy spending her life with you two .. as human beings and pets,we learned from each other when we re still together or even not being together physically but there’s always the bond between our souls,all the moments of our stories stayed and flashed in the memories of one’s life who still has to continue the journey…and hopefully one day we will meet each other again somehow..
Much love to you both,
Jay
Thank you Jay for such sweet comments. We really appreciate them. And you are right. I believe that too. There is a bond that is formed that does not go away. Ming
ming and family,
i’m truly sorry for your sudden loss. hugs and peace to you.
your tribute to mochi, and your care and love for her, are obvious.
my heart goes out to you,
susan
Thanks Susan! We really appreciate your comments. Hope you are doing well. Ming
Dear Ming,
I have been off Twitter for a few days and am finally reading old messages. I’m so sorry to hear about Mochi. We are so lucky to have such wonderful animals in our lives, but darn it, why does it have to hurt so much when they leave us? I hope you are doing well.
Love,
Karen
Thanks Karen, really appreciate your comments. yes, it does hurt. Grief is no fun. But I wouldn’t trade them for anything 😉 Ming