Kc was the fur baby that came to me from a puppy mill. My poor sweet Kc was 5 months old and the size of a 5 week old puppy. Shy, sick and close to dying. (Here’s a post Candy wrote in 2008 about Kc) My fight to save , love and care of Kc began the moment I held his tiny sad body in my arms. The cost of his care was never an issue because my heart was guiding me. We battled each new problem, illness and injury with all the love and compassion we had. Kc remained fearful and shy until his sister arrived at 8 weeks old. Star become his protector, best buddy and savior. She brought him out of hiding so he could finally be in a room with people. Star would always block anyone from getting too close. She felt if Kc wanted to get to know then he would. Today the suffering for my beautiful fur baby Kc could no longer be endured by either him or I. All the details of his agony really aren’t what I am holding onto any longer.  The Vet techs were so kind and warm when I arrived with Kc and my best friend Ming.

My eyes were overflowing with tears but I could feel everyone’s  good intentions. Kc laid down at my feet , relaxed and peaceful. Ming was at his head giving him loving words of kindness and Kc crossed over in the most peaceful way I could have ever wished for. I knew I loved Kc enough to end his suffering. 

Then mine begins. What has been helping me through all of this is all the love and support from my family , friends and wonderful fans from Reiki Fur Babies. With such gratitude I appreciate all of your words of loving kindness to help me through Kc’s crossing.

I learned all  about surrender: allowing people into assist me in my time of need. Surrender knowing I could do no more to let Kc live a quality life.  Surrender to when you know its time to let someone you love cross over.

 

I would like to thank Louise M Crowley for this beautiful picture of Kc , capturing the feeling that I experienced of his passing.

With gratitude,

Candy