Hi again Ming!
This is Chance again! Lol!
He was yawning. He tends to sit on this side, always has. He can have aggression issues, usually directed at men, but near always occurring on leash. I participate in training shelter animals, so I understand about tension on the leash coming from me, but it seems Chance just has the tension automatically. Upon our move (my husband & I separated a year ago in June & I was able to move a year ago in October) he’s been good with allowing people in the apartment, most welcoming & grabs a toy for them to play with him. My sisters have acted fearful around him & re reacted in a puffed up manner. But as long as the person doesn’t care much about the fact that he may be a pit bull (which my sisters do & are very fearful) Chance is their best friend. As long as we aren’t outside on a leash & I’m on the other end…. I think he think he has to protect me because I’ve been through a lot in the last few years. (Lost my nephew to the Station Fire, my mom, my 19 year old cat, became ill, lost my job due to illness, my sister, my marriage, my home, my 17 year old cat, my 14 year old pitty-Chance’s best friend) I fear I’ve given him responsibility no animal should be responsible for
Chance said Chance feels things are okay here. Chance keeps eyes on Mom and Mom looks fine. Chance is good when Mom is good. Its not too big of a job for Chance because Chance loves Mom and wants to protect Mom from any more sadness. Chance can’t always tell where the hurt is coming from so Chance really has to stay alert. Chance feels connected to Mom and even when Mom is quiet Chance can hear her pain. Yes, Chance wants to help Mom. Okay Chance will use Chance’s own healing energy to help Chance all the time time. Chance does want to be able to feel this calm relaxed feeling all the time too. Chance is glad you know all the stuff to reconnect Chance and make Chance become easier for Mom. Reboot? Rewire? Re work? Chance is ready, set GO!
The time before he was “my” pup, he really was “mine.” I’m so thankful for him. I love him more than life & I know he does too, I just wanted him to know he can relax more and let Mommy take care of him now! Thank you for letting him know that! For sending him angles to guide and carry him forever and thank you for sending Reiki energy to him too. I know I could also feel it. I felt the famiar pull in my abdomen as if being guided by an orb from within. Thank you so much!!!! We feel better now and so far, the rest of the evening has been calm.