I had gotten a session for our Maisy pup awhile back to see if she wanted a new sibling – and we ended up with Abby. I think I need a ‘tune-up’ for myself – there’s so much going on right now with my work, my health, home stuff, etc. and I feel like a dog chasing her tail. I’m stuck and I don’t know how to get to where I need to be and it’s doing a number on my coconut. I had an anxiety attack a few weeks ago at the mall and it really freaked me out. L I can usually handle whatever life throws at me, but I feel like I’m reaching the limits of what I can deal with.
Wow – that sure was an experience last night! Hubby was in the living room playing Forza and Maisy stayed out there with him. Abby went with me into the bedroom and was laying on the bed with me before 9:45 p.m. Had the windows open and heard all of the night time bugs singing. Took those three deep breaths and inhalations like Ming told me to do and then just waited. The first thing I felt was like a buzzing or tingling in my hands and arms, then in my feet and legs and then just sort of all over my body. As soon as I felt it, Abby shot off the bed and stood at the foot of the bed, not to sure of what was going on. I called her over and she wouldn’t hop on the bed, but stayed near my head and set her head on the bed. I patted her and figured that sharing some of the good energy would help her too. 🙂 After the tingling/buzzing, all of a sudden I started crying – it’s like it was coming from my center and my throat and then I felt a compression in my throat center – maybe where my thyroid is? I’ve been dealing with an autoimmune thyroid condition, Hashimoto’s and have a few nodules. It was uncomfortable, but I figured that things don’t always feel good before they feel better, if that makes sense? This feeling happened several times and more tears. Then I felt like someone was pushing my shoulders down and pulling my head/neck up – like angelic traction??? I think from years and years of stress/pain, that is so tight in me. I felt like my chest was expanding, from the breastbone out to the sides – that feeling continued for a bit and the feeling was really, really warm. After that I felt a sensation of safety – something I’ve not felt in a looooong time. I tried to keep open to messages and the healing – I felt so much gratitude for all of it. Abby hopped up on the bed with me and I think I drifted off to sleep and then hubby came to bed around 11. Slept well and woke up this morning without too much trouble. And my shoulders/posture felt so different this morning – they’re not up around my ears.
As far as the message – thank you. I have felt like I know what I should be doing, but don’t know how to get there. It has weighed me down in spirit and that I guess has affected my health. I guess I need to trust in Spirit and will get there. I have felt a longing to connect again with the Divine, but have been turning in circles. My hubby is from a traditional religious background and all of this energy work stuff is new to him. He is trying to keep an open mind, and I know he realizes his wife is a child-of-the-Divine-nature-girl-gingerkid at her core.
The elephant is interesting. I have always felt a connection with Ganesh and at various times through my life I’ve had people give me Ganesh statues and I have passed them on to folks who need help removing obstacles in their life. Thank you elephant!
Thank you to y’all, Spirit, the Archangels and elephant for all that you did for me.
Joyce
